Please don’t leave me.. :/

I don’t understand how some people can leave your life, like you never meant a thing to them.

Get over him. He’s not even worth it. He’s not worth your time, or your tears. Yeah, you loved him, I know that. I know you just can’t see yourself with anyone other than him, I get that. I’ve been there, but why should you spend all of your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is, or who he’s with? Do you honestly think he’s thinking about you? No. Sure, it hurts, the fact that he’s out there falling in and out of love with other girls. Yeah, you’re gonna see him with one of his new girlfriends. Prepare yourself, because it’s straight up going to hurt. He will hold her a little closer, and squeeze her hand a little tighter just because he knows you’re watching. He knows it’s killing you; that’s why he’ll do it. Don’t let him get to you, because that.. well that’s exactly what he wants. Don’t give him what he wants. He doesn’t even deserve it. So what if he doesn’t talk to you. Do you honestly want to be friends with an asshole like him anyways? Thing is, I know you do. But give it time, because all he’s going to do is talk about his new girlfriend, and try and make you jealous. Do you really want to hear that? No. Screw him, and his girlfriend. He’ll be sorry. Trust me. When he finally sees you with some other guy who isn’t him. With that huge grin on your face, and your boyfriend holding you close, he’ll realize how happy you are now. How happy your boyfriend is because he has you; the girl of his dreams. He will realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go. When he decided to choose her over you. When he decided he just didn’t love you the same. Trust me, he’ll be sorry. So don’t go on spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you know you’re never going to get; or that IM you know he’ll never send you simply because he likes to ignore you. He likes to pretend he doesn’t see you online, he does it out of spite. Just because he knows it’s killing you. When he walks past you in the hallways, he’s gonna look past you, but you need to know he’ll do that because he knows somewhere inside you, it’s going to hurt. I’m not going to lie to you. It’ll hurt. It’ll hurt a lot. But it’ll hurt even more when you see her name and how much he loves her on his profile. It’s all going to hurt. Knowing you’re not that girl that’s making him smile. Knowing you’re not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up, and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing you’re not the face on the background of his phone anymore. Knowing if he hasn’t already, he’ll delete the pictures of you two, he has on his phone. Knowing you won’t be spending every single moment possible with him. Knowing there’s not going to be anymore late night phone calls, arguing about who loves who the most. You know what? Today, tomorrow, next week, months from now, your phone will go off with a text message, you’ll probably instantly grab your phone, hoping it’s him wanting to give everything another try. But trust me, he has too much pride. Even if he wanted to be back with you, he wouldn’t tell you. You’re soon going to realize he doesn’t care about you anymore, and he won’t be the first person you call when you’re upset. He’s not going to be the one to put the smile back on your face. Yeah, it’s going to hurt, a lot. But you know what you’re going to do? You’re gonna hold your head up. You’re going to show him you’re better than him, and you don’t need him. You’re going to prove to him that.